But God…

I sit outside almost every morning to drink my coffee, pray, and catch up/post on social media. It’s my very own “morning routine” and my zen.

1.5 years ago, I didn’t have a “zen”. I hated where I was in life in almost every aspect - weight, relationships, finances, job. In fact, I’ve been unhappy for as long as I can remember if I’m being real. My story is a MESSY one, so it’s no surprise that I was unhappy…

BUT GOD!!! He swooped in without warning and told me he was taking me on a journey. A journey that would take me through some really good highs, but also some of the lowest lows I’ve ever been through. It has not been easy, but I refuse to give up.

He whispers through the wind and even speaks to me through the positivity I follow online. His voice says “Today may bring you sorrow or anger or angst, but I am here to carry you. And don’t forget to look for the joy in every day, my child, because I have placed it there just for you.”